Grrs

This weather is messing up a lot of things T.T darn warnings everywhere
on other note why do these kids keep approaching me Dx animals too ;_;
does anyone know why?

Three Days at the Toshokan

Yo, It's like heaven lol
Every single day I spent in the library <3

Never knew how many weirdos went to the library O.o

Finished 7 spanish books my abuela thinks I'm crazy lol
But it's muy divertido <3

mmm Antonio Bandres XD

Rented two movies XP one with Keanu Reeves and a Hindi flick :] by some famous indian director
I can now form a bit of sentences can't wait to go back tomorrow
just dread that I have to wake up so early -_-

I took out this book by a japanese author and it's translated in spanish lol
Titled After Dark :]

Rented 4 travel books 1 puerto rico 2 new york and i forgot the last one xD most likely el salvador
Well I'm off to study japanese ^.^

Ok, so this is what normally happens to me and I like fudge -______- hontou ni? (translation of fudge hontou ni: ¿ffff really?)I say I don't wanna go out  I just want to stay home and chill or studies.
Since I'm feeling as blue as a snow cone, antisocialable like a book, tired like a floor or just lazy as a blanket :P
For me those are some reasons just not to go out that day but somehow someway I am always dragged out of the house =3=
(They harasses me until I come out... FAFOMOS REAVE ME ARONE!)
So I went up to this cool little waterpark in Spartan, New Jersey. Just total water around there lol. I wouldn't want to live there just because I'm thinking about the flooding..

Ex.
Me: AHHH IT S FLOODING D:< Babe do we have flood insurance? o_O I hope we do, cuz I need to replace this crud asap... D:
Ye the houses were really nice lol. Only thing I liked about the place. So if you lived on the hill top you were coolin as long as the water goes down when it floods

The water at the park was dirty, fun but dirty there were showers to wash off ur feets too. Ok ok so I don't like lake water and I knew lakes were never clear blue lol
I don't care for greenie brownie waters.
The water slide was awesome as well as the kid's attraction called Papoose Island which really reminded me of Mario aka Yoshi's Island :]
Where I met a lot of guys who I was very shy to talk to I was like this >____> M_______M
I hurt my knee badly so it still hurts grr knees Dx
Brought a wiffle bat, had a sno-cone and an ice cream cone <3


The Ice cream cone was Vanilla, Wafer with Rainbow sprinkles :P
RAWRS kekeke.

After the park I ended up at a party in Central Jersey. I didn't want to be there ugh.. But In the end It turned out well. Didn't leave the party until midnight so I got home around 1ish

Mi bro was there and he told me what's wrong, you're always sad when I see you, You're a pretty girl, Pretty girls shouldn't be sad they should be happy and shooting boys lol..
Even though I knew what he meant with the shooting I took the literal meaning of an actually gun and told him well I don't have a gun yet so maybe that's why I'm still sad.
He chuckled then went off, to prepare for his show. He had a show to attend today, in Queens
I think the Heavy hitters might be there promoting too.

There were even more guys at the party WHAT THE HELL so happy when they left
talked some real talk artound 10~12
Talked about the white side of our families and how they have affected the children of oreo. Some of the kids can't accept that they are mixed and deny that side of themselves. How sad you only want to claim ur white side but it's clear ur mixed.  While it is sometimes the other way around for some kids, some appear extremly white when they were latino or just kissed by the sun and they would fight a person in a minute who calls them white.
Like a puerto rican with Blond hair and blue eyes or an Caucasian African American with black hair and green eyes. Yet the pigimentation and facial features makes them appear most white.
To me race is confusing , as for me and couple of friends agree that there is only one race , the human race and the sick world that we live in wants us to choose.
To me there is no such thing as a race labeled by color, maybe human should be a color yet it would be a rainbow of different skin tones, what a pretty color that would be. White and Black are the colors in my crayon box. White is the color of purity, as black is the color of Darkness.
In the bible and many other relgious scriptures race has been confused with the words used in the bible, then due to the history of the world, Where Nigger this Cracker that and all this other mess Created because one person was scared of another or that person wanted what that other person had.
Greed, Envy, Lust and a few other sins are what lead the human race to what it is now, You guys all know our dna is 99.9% alike and if you really think of the world. ALL OF YOU ARE NASTY YOU'RE SLEEPING WITH YOUR BROTHER OR SISTER.
In retrospect lol. When it comes to the human race it's just a bunch of genes that aren't so closely knit coming together.
@_@ Yet I think it is very important for everyone to read each religious book, Well start from the core.
Like if you're Christian, Jewish or Muslim. You should read the book meant for your religion first then move on to the others that relate to your religion. Ex. Bible, Torah and Quoran.
Then after you finish that read books from Buddhism, Hindism, Shintoism, Wiccan etc.
But read nothing that is new, because if it is anything from recent times it cannot truly reflect anything from beyond the 1900s
Also we already know what's happening now.
in the 1960s a lot of things changed for women and minorities. Yet there is still a lot of racism and sexism because of the same damn books and just how the world is in general.
If you ever read the bible completly (as I have) you would realize how sad and disgusting it is in the beginning yet in some points of the bible you see good things, you see a light and some sense in it. And that's just from the old testement alone.
You can read the whole bible in 365 or less, that all depends on your speed. Also yes I know it looks like I just said something hyprocritial but I am no fool to what has happened and what is of now. Somethings are just harder to swallow when it comes to living, that's why you can choose.
Choose to knowledge it
Choose to ignore it
Choose to embrace it
Choose to be it
Choose to love it
Choose to have it
Choose to fuck it
Choose to cry about it
Choose to die for it
Choose to burn it
Choose to forget it
Choose to remember it
But what ever you do
The Choice is yours to choose

Ren is out- I think I've said enough, now Imma work on burying this post in nonscene (/>3>)/ -runs away-

Been Absent

Man I haven't been on in three days and there's so much to say so Imma get started with the 18th lol here I go :)

Happy NOT!

Ok, so this is what normally happens to me and I like fudge -______- hontou ni? (translation of fudge hontou ni: ¿ffff really?)I say I don't wanna go out  I just want to stay home and chill or studies.
Since I'm feeling as blue as a snow cone, antisocialable like a book, tired like a floor or just lazy as a blanket :P
For me those are some reasons just not to go out that day but somehow someway I am always dragged out of the house =3=
(They harasses me until I come out... FAFOMOS REAVE ME ARONE!)
So I went up to this cool little waterpark in Spartan, New Jersey. Just total water around there lol. I wouldn't want to live there just because I'm thinking about the flooding..

Ex.
Me: AHHH IT S FLOODING D:< Babe do we have flood insurance? o_O I hope we do, cuz I need to replace this crud asap... D:
Ye the houses were really nice lol. Only thing I liked about the place. So if you lived on the hill top you were coolin as long as the water goes down when it floods

The water at the park was dirty, fun but dirty there were showers to wash off ur feets too. Ok ok so I don't like lake water and I knew lakes were never clear blue lol
I don't care for greenie brownie waters.
The water slide was awesome as well as the kid's attraction called Papoose Island which really reminded me of Mario aka Yoshi's Island :]
Where I met a lot of guys who I was very shy to talk to I was like this o--------o M_______M
I hurt my knee badly so it still hurts grr knees Dx
Brought a wiffle bat, had a sno-cone and an ice cream cone <3


The Ice cream cone was Vanilla, Wafer with Rainbow sprinkles :P
RAWRS kekeke.

After the park I ended up at a party in Central Jersey. I didn't want to be there ugh.. But In the end It turned out well. Didn't leave the party until midnight so I got home around 1ish

Mi bro was there and he told me what's wrong, you're always sad when I see you, You're a pretty girl, Pretty girls shouldn't be sad they should be happy and shooting boys lol..
Even though I knew what he meant with the shooting I took the literal meaning of an actually gun and told him well I don't have a gun yet so maybe that's why I'm still sad.
He chuckled then went off, to prepare for his show. He had a show to attend today, in Queens
I think the Heavy hitters might be there promoting too.

There were even more guys at the party WHAT THE HELL so happy when they left
talked some real talk artound 10~12
Talked about the white side of our families and how they have affected the children of oreo. Some of the kids can't accept that they are mixed and deny that side of themselves. How sad you only want to claim ur white side but it's clear ur mixed.  While it is sometimes the other way around for some kids, some appear extremly white when they were latino or just kissed by the sun and they would fight a person in a minute who calls them white.

Like a puerto rican with Blond hair and blue eyes or an Caucasian African American with black hair and green eyes. Yet the pigimentation and facial features makes them appear most white.
To me race is confusing , as for me and couple of friends agree that there is only one race , the human race and the sick world that we live in wants us to choose.

To me there is no such thing as a race labeled by color, maybe human should be a color yet it would be a rainbow of different skin tones, what a pretty color that would be. White and Black are the colors in my crayon box. White is the color of purity, as black is the color of Darkness.

In the bible and many other relgious scriptures race has been confused with the words used in the bible, then due to the history of the world, Where Nigger this Cracker that and all this other mess Created because one person was scared of another or that person wanted what that other person had.
Greed, Envy, Lust and a few other sins are what lead the human race to what it is now, You guys all know our dna is 99.9% alike and if you really think of the world. ALL OF YOU ARE NASTY YOU'RE SLEEPING WITH YOUR BROTHER OR SISTER.
In retrospect lol. When it comes to the human race it's just a bunch of genes that aren't so closely knit coming together.

@_@ Yet I think it is very important for everyone to read each religious book, Well start from the core.

Like if you're Christian, Jewish or Muslim. You should read the book meant for your religion first then move on to the others that relate to your religion. Ex. Bible, Torah and Quoran.
Then after you finish that read books from Buddhism, Hindism, Shintoism, Wiccan etc.
But read nothing that is new, because if it is anything from recent times it cannot truly reflect anything from beyond the 1900s

Also we already know what's happening now.
in the 1960s a lot of things changed for women and minorities. Yet there is still a lot of racism and sexism because of the same damn books and just how the world is in general.
If you ever read the bible completly (as I have) you would realize how sad and disgusting it is in the beginning yet in some points of the bible you see good things, you see a light and some sense in it. And that's just from the old testement alone.

You can read the whole bible in 365 or less, that all depends on your speed. Also yes I know it looks like I just said something hyprocritial but I am no fool to what has happened and what is of now. Somethings are just harder to swallow when it comes to living, that's why you can choose.


Choose to knowledge it
Choose to ignore it
Choose to embrace it
Choose to be it
Choose to love it
Choose to have it
Choose to fuck it
Choose to cry about it
Choose to die for it
Choose to burn it
Choose to forget it
Choose to remember it
But what ever you do
The Choice is yours to choose

Ren is out- I think I've said enough, now Imma work on burying this post in nonscene -runs away-

Racism at its finest

Well today I was feeling awesome but the moment this inspector stepped into the car with me, I had a feeling he would fail me just because.

I don't consider myself black, I consider myself to be a mutt because I refuse to represent one thing that I am for me it is all or nothing. However I do consider myself to be a minority.

Yet people wonder why White and Black are some of the most hated races. Personally speaking in america it is the worse.

He fails me just because and after that he was disrespectful to my instructor. We were both pissed and I do plan to sue after The 5th of September. I know my rights and I knew something was up.
I'm a good driver and if I was doing wrong my instructor would have corrected me during my lessons. As well as her boss on my last day.

There was a girl in front of me who was failed 3 times so it was her fourth time there. Also out of 20 people only one person passed. It should have been the other way around.

And yes as you guessed that person who passed was white. But heck what am I to expect from a white race country. Ye I know the president is Half and Half but that doesn't mean a thing when he can't make a decision unless his white counterparts agree on it.

The Public votes then the Union votes. Why the heck are we even voting if our say only makes up 25% of what will happen.

Well I'll stop with the polictics before I start talking about Krispie Creme. He has cut funding for college students like me and also thought it would be smart to cut power for street lamps on certain roads. So the roads are dark as caves! Coming across the bridge is so scary because without the headlights I wouldn't be able to see a damn thing! Freakin water is so close too, I'm just waiting to hear about a car accident that happens due to limited visiablity.

Then he had the nerve to attempt to defend himself saying Don't you ask me where my kids go to school it's none of your business! It is so our business and we know where they go. You have them in a damn private school! It's not right to treat your community/people/public like crap. I swear I wish there were more politicians who would first think and try to put themselves in the shoes of the lowest class. Then say hey if I was there I know I wouldn't like such and such.

Also cutting back on firemen and police don't help because that means more fire and more crime , dummies!

But anyway back to the road test, so my instructor tells me the girl she had taught before me drove just like me and she passed at another location and the people were different.
Never before was she bothered like that about something about the car and if the car was unsafe for driving she would have gotten fined for it along damn time ago!

Hectic on Numbero Dos NAZE?!

Ok so today I started my second day, woah, so many people were ignorant and arrogant just because I was in a that car.

It was ticking me off at first then I just realized nice weather brings out all the fools. Both of us (the instructor and me) agreed that yesterday was a better day.

They were trying to bully me to speed 10-20 miles higher than the speed limit, just because you ride my bummer it doesn't mean i will drive fast -blocks them from passing by me- >3> jajajja XD pay back beyatch

I pity the fool that drives against the law

I also realized she told me not to go fast around the corners for a reason, To always reduce speed because that's a speed trap and instant ticket.

I was so happy to be done driving :]
went to a few townships yah! 
Mía I really like that word lol

Well time for me to finish so I can go again in the morning xP

Oyasu!

Just started on day one :] It was bilingual lol

This was awesome^^
I was worried I was going to be late for my first day
because mi madre kept getting in my way -3-
Like cock blocking but it covers more teran lol.

So I made it on time thinking my instructor was late It was 230
not 2.00 >.>

I had a lovely time with my instructor as we conversed back and forth in spanish
Her complimenting me on my skills, Perfect on the first time ;D
Man I felt like I was playing pokémon lol.

Talked about College, Children, School, Relationships

Saying how many times she traveled, her Puerto Rican hubby <3 Myreow ~

She said well maybe when you get to college you'll get a Japanese Boyfriend who will stay
"Christi!" "Christi!"
I said well either that or a Puerto Rican one
She said Ooo You like PuertoRican Puerttorricano  , It's a good thing you speak spanish
I simply agreed
Finally I said what I wanted to for the past 20 mins
ww, on telling her about my ex, she said yeah, they're crazy muy loco mostly 90% of them always crazy.

She said I was a very smart girl and I'll go very far in life . As well as travels. I was always likeable because I was a fast learner



 Learned the road quickly I even drove home

Oh Yeah Bebé~

Before the downpour started

I ran inside, Plish Splash in my nikes GRRSS


Oh well after that it was Fuze PomAcai

Thanks Rae for the Fantastico Icons! I'll get you some more ;D

Coughing

For the past few days my friends have been able to keep me in good humor
As well as tears  and deep thought (deep serious conversation, you know like those adults like to do)


Sometimes I'm truly astonished by somethings.

My dreams are loco man. Friend turning into a wolf, I knew he was bad but not like that. His eyes going this way and that. Why are we at another dance? Why am I so caring? Buying him a Mango Carrot drink hah, I'm allergic. I'm somehow developing nectar for a person I would never be interested in.

Yet isn't that how it always starts?

Another Awesome Bilingual Expierence Spanish/Español - In the Library

Today after my mum's dentist appointment I went to the library <3

Woaha~ it was such a wonderful time Found two books to Purchase , both relating to latino culture ^_^

Latinos in English y La gallinita roja

Then I started with the Index, couldn't find the english one so I read the Spanish one Awesome :] , La Biblia, Film, Design, Art, Liberal and all <33 I hit the 200 before the 300, 400 and 700s

Grabbed One Religious book, a bunch of arichectural books and a taichi book

The Book of Angels
The Garden Design Book
Small House / Big Style
Outdoor Rooms
What is Japanese Architecture?
Andrea Palladio
Total Tai Chi

After that I went to the computer starting a final search in hope to find something Spanish to fuel my linguistic abilities. So I end up in the Juvenile section, where there's tons of books for bilingualism, well since the care has so many Latino/Hispanic.

I never made it to the Audio Visual Section ): Which I needed to go to lol

I got some help from the librarian putting books down there She helped me find the Spanish books Yet I was still lost My book was in a completely different section lol

She complimented me on my learning abilities Then gave me some encouragement by giving me this sweet Mead College Ruled Notebook Which she told me to write my Spanish words in, I was thinking about getting one too. I've decided to write line by line translating what I read by myself. If I didn't know about the personal a I would be lost lol.

The Book I found thinking it was cool was

Estrellita En La Ciudad Grande ~ Estrellita in the Big City

Perfect for me because it's not straight Spanish (tomorrow I'll make a post on a book similar to it that I purchased a month ago)


I feel Bilingualism is the way to go when it comes to language learning.

This book has to be 2nd~3rd grade level

Now the book I came down there for was

How do I feel? ¿Cómo me siento?

I didn't think it would be this small but it was lol

I have to say it's a kindergarten level.


After coming back from the library I was complimented on my academics
Since I keep my head in my books instead of being like these other 18-19 year old skanks most common in my area.

However my best friends have always been latino/hispanic or asian lol


Everytime I mention my major or my interests in language, it has lead me into a great deep conversation about doing right..

Gracias Dios, You are showing me the right path :)

What a Day Bilingual Experience - Spanish/Español - Re-Up

This is a re-posting of yesterday's experience but with more detail ....


Today I asked a mother of 3 children if she was raising her children to be Bilingual
I was hesitant at first since I don't like to talk to strangers
Stranger Danger lmfao. Ah, school keke.

She told me that her family speaks all spanish and her husband's family speaks all english.
it's a bit tricky but the youngest is learning now, he knows how to speak a few words in Spanish
He was so adorable
If he hadn't dropped his bottle by my foot I would have never finally mustered up that bit of courage to ask her that question at the forefront of my mind.

At first I wanted to ask the father since he kept talking to me
(He threatened me because of my dental health... I haven't been to the dentist since I was 14! lol )

He was shy to say the words his mother had told him to speak >.< Thinking while watching him made me say to myself,

Hey.. I should be speaking Spanish to them directly not engrish ajajjaja.

So I start thinking about Agua and the Tabel which I can only remember in Japanese -____- KUSO! Like that's gonna help me lol


So what I came up with in my head was

Mi Agua es Muy Calliete My water is very hot
Which it was , Couldn't say my water is on the table

So she's encouraging her son to still say to me Agua
Bebe(su) Mamá : Agua , say agua

Still in my head I'm going Su Agua, Mi Agua.
He had to be no older that 1 or 2 <3

So precious

I was really happy to talk about Spanish with her, this was the first time I ever spoken by choice about languages and of myself. In the back of my mind I would love to Marry a man from a different country who was raised properly by his mother , had the right surroundings , the mindset and was a man of his own words not one to do what the crowd say. Would be so happy to finally meet a man of such great stature. Yes world I have aspirations of love as well. Cursive hormones.


Gracias <3

That time of the year

     Last night more likely midnight I was noticing how hard it was for me to get off facebook, yet there are times when I have trouble getting off so I can sleep because I'm so hot (popular) popularity is always an up and down with me but wooh when it is lol. Facebook is the New Myspace :P

What a Day Bilingual Experience

Today I asked a mother of 3 children if she was raising her children to be Bilingual
I was hesitant at first since I don't like to talk to strangers
Stranger Danger lmfao. Ah, school keke.

She told me that her family speaks all spanish and her husband's family speaks all english.
it's a bit tricky but the youngest is learning now, he knows how to speak a few words in Spanish
I knew Agua was one of them
She tried to get him to say agua for mi agua was on the table lol.
Mi agua es muy callite

Teaching english and spanish at the same time mostly english
Now I'll know how to raise my very own

Wrote this around 911pm the other day lol
boy how sidetracked was I?

On Once More

I'm happy to be on here agian, as I await for my appointment time.
Cleaning the house and attempting to change the address on my id
what a bummer
It doesn't work :/
I guess I'll have to do this in person.

Watched True Blood again last night
What the hell why is Tara still alive?
Atm I'm not pleased with her actions.
Killing and Killing solves nothing but heck you trying talking some sense into creatures.

Yah! Eric though he's adorable this season, sucks thinking about what Sookie's Grandmother said.

Antionia oo she's so dangerous
I'm wondering what the writers have planned to bring her down.
I know Lafayette and Tio Luca have a lot to do with it.
Jesus has too much fear and what was his Abuelo trying to turn him into?
A Brujo Guardian/Spirit or a Median?