Oh my gosh lol

Finally logged on here after so long and I see two spammers have found their way onto my blogger, so weird xD

Thought they needed email access for that guess my password is too easy or was to easy when those two post were made o.O

weird indeed the details of them both, hope nobody clicked them cuz I haven't been on here since 2013 >.>

leaving them both up cuz i think it's funny XDD

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I'm back again

The storm was crazy.
Spent my bday in the dark
I am now 20 =D but darn 7 more months and I'll be 21 -_-

 Guess what?
I joined xbox live.
I know like what gtfo lol

 Added a friend from college and I'm adding my bro soon.

 I'm going to start looking for a game tester job, that's my dream T___T

 I'm going to shut down the gaming blog I started and make this one the prime focus of it all :D


 - Ren Montez ♥

Fail

@_@ If I could take it back I would!

 - Ren Montez ♥

Hello All!

I know i know it's been such a long time, i'm a forgetful person. I've been trying to get some things in my life straight. I got a fiance. I quit my job due to my manager being sexist :/ (wack yo). my cousin died. that was big i guess. I'm back in school WOOO! See just as much as I've been away :D good things have happened. I've been so stressed out T___T I MADE KOREAN FRIENDS :D went to more weddings. Bouquets at the tip of my fingers. I felt silly for even standing up there. Yes WEDDINGS. of course after I got the bf ._. I got a lot to update on. I feel more woman now. I think my heart exists. Don't think we won't be hearing from me

Well let me get right to the point. I apologize for such a long absence and it's funny that there has to be a serious storm brewing for me to post xD HURRICANE SANDY :P Today I felt my most motivated after all this bull. I'm finally standing up and on my feet again. I'm working out and watching the weather channel. I have been away since 3:50pm yesterday o_o I am not tired^^

I'm going to study and take better care of myself! Once and for all


OWW CARPAL TUNNEL DX

I hear the winds a brewin >.O
Time for me to finish working out and crud ;n; that's the problem with stuff it's boring or too easy at times. T____T


-Ren Montez <3

Upsetting for a Japanese Learner

-____- <<<< That's my face for when I found out that Genki was updated!


I'm just relieved i didn't buy volume 2 D: I see the difference in the updates xD
So I've decided to put my studying on hiatus

The Japanese study that is, now I will work on my Chinese and Korean studies :P With probably a slight touch of indonesian XD
Yes yes, I'm still studying spanish o:
I have to do a major review though ~_~
That's what i'll be doing tonight making the time fly baby :]


wtf! Something just bit me on the back of my neck, so not sexy and it hurts a lot D;


That's all , I hope that so many of you japanese learners did not have to go through this and you were wise to just rent the book lol, well now you can buy it so pay up XD haha.

The flashcards/picture cards are not necessary and if ur a self taught learner you do not need to buy the workbook too. However if you're an OA (overachiever) like moi, GET IT. It's a fun book ^_^


GENKI I includes a Textbook and Workbook
GENKI II has been released but so far only jbox has it up on the net the other online sellers are still catching up
and then there's the Answer Key which includes the answers for Both the textbook and workbook of Volumes 1 & 2.

Textbook Most Common Price $58.90
Workboook Most Common Price $26.80
Answer Key Most Common Price $12.60

p.s. the cds are new included with the books, awesome right? so we save money now!

Douche Move: http://genki.japantimes.co.jp/

lol just add /index_en to the end of the url XD


-Ren Montez <3

Hiii

it's been a minute since I posted in this xD
watching a movie
been watching a lot of movies lately :]

Miguel - Girls Like You

FINALLY!
I was wondering for quiet some time now, hmm I wonder if Miguel is going to have a video for this one.

Months later my wish is finally granted :D

Sad part is the video does not relate at all to the song :/

but it's a good low budget video
still would of loved to have some real symbolics

I loved the heart shapped lolli 
now I  want one lol

I also love his new hairstyle. Very cute on Miguel, way better than the last one
Guess who the girl is in the video XD

-Ren Montez <3

I don't wanna :(

I just don't feel like it man, for some reason I just don't want to speak for a bit. I felt so right awhile ago now everything feels different. I feel I should jut rush now, just to escape.


Tell me how everything that felt so right, is now starting to feel so wrong...

Did you Feel that?

Haven't seen him in a minute yet he's been on my mind here and there. Good to see him, good to be around him, accidentally mistaken him for a womanizer.

I guess the reason why I first fell for him was because he was so simple and I was so complicated.

Saw the face of a person who once accused me and I was quick to show him the light, It doesn't hurt and I can laugh about it, haha because he's such a loser.


-Ren Montez <3

Special Poetry Insert

Godly
by Chris Kim

I could feel the light in him
As he passed me by
This man was some miraculous
Nothing as I had ever encountered before
My days were gloomed
Yet he cleared it up better than any glass cleaner
Gave me the motivation
The Inspiration
When I needed it the most
Selfishly I wanted to just keep his time
Yet I knew he was a busy man
On a mission
With a title unknown to me

Fear

I felt it in me, for real, the real thing. In the bottom of my heart and in the pit of my azul soul. I could feel it. It was truly scary and I don't know the exact reason why I felt this but it was there.

Ask and you will Receive

@ like 1.30am Azad htm on twitter. I was all whhuuuut o-O
 >_> still curious how he found that tweet lol
Maybe I should look up me on twitter ;D (that's something hard to find)

I was so excited o:

Sucks that I didn't know about him sooner, I would of so went to his show at Woodstock :(

Wonderful Sunday

Today was awesome, deepened my spirituality and treated myself .

Haven't had cereal in a long time finally had it

Then it was Milk Tea^^

Which reminded me I need to get back to working on my cookbook ;______;

Watched movies all day and learned a little bit about game design


Found out a little more about Azad Right, he's a really interesting dude :]

Spiderwebs - Azad Right

"I can't maintain a relationship, they remind me I don't relate to shit. I love you, I'm not in love with you, but I want you in my life, so that's an issue." - Azad Right

Indie artist from California, I must admit I can give serious props to him.

The video was simple and elegant, thank you Michael Bromberg (director) your vision was right.

This is really a song people need to listen to, really check out this kid.

Spiderwebs is about love, selfish, dreams, anger and life.

When you're trying to get somewhere in life and you include other people, they often try to bring you down.

He knows money isn't everything yet he just wasn't ready for love.

I can really relate to these lyrics yet I can sit here and just say damn...

His flow is nice and I always hope he stays this clean and truthful.

Reminded me of Lupe Fiasco and Cage.

Those are the type of artist I like.

Spiderwebs is a metaphor for .......

You should fill in the blank yourself

Don't forget to check him out!





Connect with Azad Right:

https://www.facebook.com/AzadRight
http://azadright.com/
http://twitter.com/#!/AzadRight


-Ren Montez <3

This 朝

I had a bad rest last night

tossed and turned
so cold, uncomfortable.

Feeling like crap, I worked out and felt good

did the workouts I wanted to do yesterday
my knee is now hurting so I have it elevated
that actually helps too.

my mum is such a downer
has already tried to ruin my day
i also have things to do
i didn't ask anyone to cook food for me

cuz often they don't feed me anyway
since they never bother to ask if i'm hungry
they just assume I don't want jack to eat :/

Life is screwed for me right now
I don't dig this boojé

Approaching me nasty ):<
I know I'm young but that doesn't mean anything.
I have a lot to deal with on my plate.

I need a job
And it's so hard to get one because I never got a job before, I only did volunteer work, I don't know how long I'll be in town and the economy is bad.

If I was younger it would be easy for me, makes me sad and then I wanna cry T_____T
¡Ren necesito dinero también!


I'm stressed out right now and working out and sleeping are the only two things keeping me going, oh my rfs too <3 ilyg
 

-Ren Montez <3

Edit: now she's mad at me u_u (that makes me feel better) lol

Crap

Some people just have those spirits always trying to bring you down.

Mum, Sibling, Father, Aunt, Cousin, Teacher, Stranger, Enemy or so called friend aka Frienemy.


When those moments occur just try to distance yourself from it.

Today I felt a lot of that bullshit.
I don't like to say bullcrap because it makes me think about crabs, Trey Songs used to have that . (see that's why I don't like to say it)



I did a 20 minute workout and I automatically felt better, someone said something rude to me on my way to do it, I didn't like that and sure I felt a little ugh you know what cuss cuss.

But I didn't go that far, I just ran as fast as I could (you know I don't run, I only skip, hop, jump and speed walk) so I could go workout and make myself feel better.

My knee clicked half way through the workout because I was still angry at the time, yet I pushed through the pain instead of giving up, I'm so glad I did too.

I wouldn't feel as happy as I do now, I'm kinda hungry as well at the moment yet that's only natural after burning off so many calories.

Came up with some new script ideas, I won't release the titles of those works until I'm at least half way done with them (Only God knows and only time shall tell)

In the latest I've been feeling a little more than your average shade a blue.

Another typical thing amongst our youth and females. (yes for once I will admit to being a woman) There's therapy, medication, weapons and death yet I choose to use none of them.

No need to poison myself, how can another crazy person tell me I'm crazy when they started it?

Sometimes in life they over exaggerate things.
Such a shame.

I'm going to do 3 more workouts then call it a day


Hey, nobody said it was a short road to recovery

-Ren Montez <3


Edit: Nevermind I'll have to finish those workouts when I get back, someone wants me to go out with them, so I'll unpin my hair to look some what suitable.

Relationship Killers: Sure is True - It killed a few of mine

Relationship Killers: Insecurity. Trust Issues. Facebook. Twitter. Assumptions

from Mr.Popular on twitter.

He was right about that , they all killed me relationship except for Twitter.

It wasn't even coming from my side. All him, accusing me, feeling insecure, not trusting me and all over my facebook like a damn stalker.

Now I had said what was up from the jump, yet I guess that just wasn't understood. (This is when I feel like abusing the usage of the N word though I only say it when I'm really upset at some dumbfuck. Yeah a man who I told to leave me alone but just wouldn't go away.)


Nothing pisses me off than when a person tries to flip crap as if I was the one who was crazy and imagining things, I remember shit to the tee and I'm not going to pretend I'm right all the fucking time. I know when I'm wrong.

I never really talked about the communication problem that bugged me so dearly. Nobody wants to be honest and I'm not going to sit back and be stupid for you. Yet I could learn to be stable about it, I rather not.

You want to make assumptions about me when all I did was tell the truth to you and all you ever did was make excuses then fine, Fuck you.

I don't accept lies, from the start one lie will never be forgiven, White or whatever the lie, it's unacceptable because if ur lying about the small shit, just what else would you lie about, i'm pretty sure some serious shit too.

If it was all good you wouldn't have to avoid telling the truth in the first place, you wouldn't have to avoid looking me in the eye, you wouldn't have to feel guilty in your damn subconscious!


No hearts or sig on this.


This probably concludes the rest of my bitter feelings, now I wish there were more days where, I could see a good side of males, yet those were rare to begin with. Such a Shame

sigh Just one of those

Today seemed really cruddy :/

Started with two nightmares, one of a person I had no interest in and had no interest in me but i messed with them anyway. The were all over me for once, freaked me out cuz in reality that's all i never WANTED or needed....

the next was an ex what the horror -shivers in fear-

guess my fears are different, i prefer the right guy at the right time (almost said tight time)

People have been really iffy lately, all making me want to raise my eyebrow like this o_Ô (international keyboard ftw)

THANK GOODNESS someone dropped something waking me up out of those awful nightmares, i ended up in the bathroom sick though...

i don't like when the past crosses my mind
today i'm finally going to workout

Today really had that crappy vibe , it was agreed upon with my friend, yep crap day o_o

On another note where the heck is Rae?
Where on earth is Rachel Cohnagan rachel cohanagan >.> missed spelled your names lol
(on purpose!)


-Ren Montez <3

Today was a good day :D

Today was partily cloudy with a bit of rain (has already started this out with a lie) lol

Ok xD so it rained heck of hard, drove mi papá al doctor. There I practiced in the parking lot, by myself (because I'm a big girl ;D ) K-turn, parking in a parking lot >_>
so many violators D: they do it just because they think nobody's watching.
One of them tried to hit me ¬¬

I was nervous about the road test, i kept effing up while backing up lol.
I'm pretty darn sure I scared everyone in the car xD
But the main problem is I needed to adjust my sheet back -_- but I was afraid because that dude was behind me, he was kinda cute , if I broke his nose he would of been cute >.>

He only spoke Spanish though (puff face)

Glad to have my old instructor back :D

Made a new friend she's nice.

I got rained on so hard D<
to the point my hair got messed up >.> from straight to whooshy D:

Finally get in the car
hell nervous
already doing bad things ;~; too hard with my seat, mirror , belt adjustments lol.

I thought I had fail o_o (always thinking negative)
I PASSED YO XD

I wanted to go dancing in the rain <3

Dude was working on a ponytail he had a long braid, oh m r when that boy's hair grows out o_o ¡aym! lol
Yeah ho yeah, it was just the hair >_> his hair texture was just like mine, he had the fluffy soft lol. I can see we both need moisture in our lives o:
I want that soft silk T_________T


I was working off of gatorade and water all día o.o
not a good diet XP

-Ren Montez <3