I had a bad rest last night
tossed and turned
so cold, uncomfortable.
Feeling like crap, I worked out and felt good
did the workouts I wanted to do yesterday
my knee is now hurting so I have it elevated
that actually helps too.
my mum is such a downer
has already tried to ruin my day
i also have things to do
i didn't ask anyone to cook food for me
cuz often they don't feed me anyway
since they never bother to ask if i'm hungry
they just assume I don't want jack to eat :/
Life is screwed for me right now
I don't dig this boojé
Approaching me nasty ):<
I know I'm young but that doesn't mean anything.
I have a lot to deal with on my plate.
I need a job
And it's so hard to get one because I never got a job before, I only did volunteer work, I don't know how long I'll be in town and the economy is bad.
If I was younger it would be easy for me, makes me sad and then I wanna cry T_____T
¡Ren necesito dinero también!
I'm stressed out right now and working out and sleeping are the only two things keeping me going, oh my rfs too <3 ilyg
-Ren Montez <3
Edit: now she's mad at me u_u (that makes me feel better) lol
Showing posts with label NYASOB - Not Your Average Shade of Blue. Show all posts
Showing posts with label NYASOB - Not Your Average Shade of Blue. Show all posts
Friday, September 30, 2011
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Crap
Some people just have those spirits always trying to bring you down.
Mum, Sibling, Father, Aunt, Cousin, Teacher, Stranger, Enemy or so called friend aka Frienemy.
When those moments occur just try to distance yourself from it.
Today I felt a lot of that bullshit.
I don't like to say bullcrap because it makes me think about crabs, Trey Songs used to have that . (see that's why I don't like to say it)
I did a 20 minute workout and I automatically felt better, someone said something rude to me on my way to do it, I didn't like that and sure I felt a little ugh you know what cuss cuss.
But I didn't go that far, I just ran as fast as I could (you know I don't run, I only skip, hop, jump and speed walk) so I could go workout and make myself feel better.
My knee clicked half way through the workout because I was still angry at the time, yet I pushed through the pain instead of giving up, I'm so glad I did too.
I wouldn't feel as happy as I do now, I'm kinda hungry as well at the moment yet that's only natural after burning off so many calories.
Came up with some new script ideas, I won't release the titles of those works until I'm at least half way done with them (Only God knows and only time shall tell)
In the latest I've been feeling a little more than your average shade a blue.
Another typical thing amongst our youth and females. (yes for once I will admit to being a woman) There's therapy, medication, weapons and death yet I choose to use none of them.
No need to poison myself, how can another crazy person tell me I'm crazy when they started it?
Sometimes in life they over exaggerate things.
Such a shame.
I'm going to do 3 more workouts then call it a day
Hey, nobody said it was a short road to recovery
-Ren Montez <3
Edit: Nevermind I'll have to finish those workouts when I get back, someone wants me to go out with them, so I'll unpin my hair to look some what suitable.
Mum, Sibling, Father, Aunt, Cousin, Teacher, Stranger, Enemy or so called friend aka Frienemy.
When those moments occur just try to distance yourself from it.
Today I felt a lot of that bullshit.
I don't like to say bullcrap because it makes me think about crabs, Trey Songs used to have that . (see that's why I don't like to say it)
I did a 20 minute workout and I automatically felt better, someone said something rude to me on my way to do it, I didn't like that and sure I felt a little ugh you know what cuss cuss.
But I didn't go that far, I just ran as fast as I could (you know I don't run, I only skip, hop, jump and speed walk) so I could go workout and make myself feel better.
My knee clicked half way through the workout because I was still angry at the time, yet I pushed through the pain instead of giving up, I'm so glad I did too.
I wouldn't feel as happy as I do now, I'm kinda hungry as well at the moment yet that's only natural after burning off so many calories.
Came up with some new script ideas, I won't release the titles of those works until I'm at least half way done with them (Only God knows and only time shall tell)
In the latest I've been feeling a little more than your average shade a blue.
Another typical thing amongst our youth and females. (yes for once I will admit to being a woman) There's therapy, medication, weapons and death yet I choose to use none of them.
No need to poison myself, how can another crazy person tell me I'm crazy when they started it?
Sometimes in life they over exaggerate things.
Such a shame.
I'm going to do 3 more workouts then call it a day
Hey, nobody said it was a short road to recovery
-Ren Montez <3
Edit: Nevermind I'll have to finish those workouts when I get back, someone wants me to go out with them, so I'll unpin my hair to look some what suitable.
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