Day Ten: One confession
One - I crave something I never had, rls (Real Lifestyle)
Monday, May 30, 2011
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
One - >w< This describes my life right now because there's so much going on that I'm excited about :P Two - <3 This describes my life because I'm loving it right now lol,(the attenton from the guy too kekeke) >w< (whoops used it again)
[NOOOOOOOO I FORGOT ALL ABOUT YESTERDAT!!!! I didn't even get on T_____T the internet too. Yesterday was my friend's birthday XP He's 21 now o.O or 22 jajaj. Feliz Cumpleanos to himz (errorz) I'll post day 10 later on today (a minute before midnight I suppose kekeke]
One - >w< This describes my life right now because there's so much going on that I'm excited about :P Two - <3 This describes my life because I'm loving it right now lol,(the attenton from the guy too kekeke) >w< (whoops used it again)
[NOOOOOOOO I FORGOT ALL ABOUT YESTERDAT!!!! I didn't even get on T_____T the internet too. Yesterday was my friend's birthday XP He's 21 now o.O or 22 jajaj. Feliz Cumpleanos to himz (errorz) I'll post day 10 later on today (a minute before midnight I suppose kekeke]
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
One - Your hands and voice
Two - Your eyes and lips
Three - The amount of respect you show for yourself, for your friends, for the people and most of all for me.
[I didn't forget and I'm just on time :] ]
One - Your hands and voice
Two - Your eyes and lips
Three - The amount of respect you show for yourself, for your friends, for the people and most of all for me.
[I didn't forget and I'm just on time :] ]
Friday, May 27, 2011
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
One - Lying
Two - Stupidity
Three - Saying you're horny , that's so gay lol.
Four - Lying about your dick or talking about your sex life. NGAF
[Phew almost didn't make it lol, I know I keep forgetting. tomorrow I will do it first thing! <3 promise on that :D ]
One - Lying
Two - Stupidity
Three - Saying you're horny , that's so gay lol.
Four - Lying about your dick or talking about your sex life. NGAF
[Phew almost didn't make it lol, I know I keep forgetting. tomorrow I will do it first thing! <3 promise on that :D ]
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
One - Friends
Two - Family
Three - My lover/Boyfriend
Four - God
Five - Bestie
[I did it again this is a hard one cuz I don't really think about things like that]
One - Friends
Two - Family
Three - My lover/Boyfriend
Four - God
Five - Bestie
[I did it again this is a hard one cuz I don't really think about things like that]
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
One - I wish I never cheated
Two - I wish I never lied
Three - I wish I never changed schools
Four - I wish I never tried to be normal
Five - I wish I never became depressed
Six - I wish I never stopped being in all those damn activities!
[Phew I almost didn't make it, I'm becoming a tad forgetful, so hungry now, about to paint my nails too.]
One - I wish I never cheated
Two - I wish I never lied
Three - I wish I never changed schools
Four - I wish I never tried to be normal
Five - I wish I never became depressed
Six - I wish I never stopped being in all those damn activities!
[Phew I almost didn't make it, I'm becoming a tad forgetful, so hungry now, about to paint my nails too.]
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
One - Sex/Love/Relationships
Two - College/My Future
Three - BF
Four - Ereku
Five - Life
Six - Choices
Seven - The Past
[NOOOOOO GRRRS I took a nap and everything T_T I'll just be double posting today but in reality the day ain't ova until i'm knocked out XD lmao ]
One - Sex/Love/Relationships
Two - College/My Future
Three - BF
Four - Ereku
Five - Life
Six - Choices
Seven - The Past
[NOOOOOO GRRRS I took a nap and everything T_T I'll just be double posting today but in reality the day ain't ova until i'm knocked out XD lmao ]
Monday, May 23, 2011
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
One - Be Honest with me, never lie.
Two - Be opened
Three - Love me for my personailty, who I am on the inside
Four - Accept Me and I'll Accept You.
Five - Be yourself, never pretend to be something you're not to get to me.
Six - Be a Gentlemen, A REAL ONE.
Seven - Know your boundaries.
Eight - Have a good taste in many things and be an open-minded well rounded cultural person~
[Phew, almost didn't make it, I forgot today, thanks to my friend I remembered I had to blog lol.]
One - Be Honest with me, never lie.
Two - Be opened
Three - Love me for my personailty, who I am on the inside
Four - Accept Me and I'll Accept You.
Five - Be yourself, never pretend to be something you're not to get to me.
Six - Be a Gentlemen, A REAL ONE.
Seven - Know your boundaries.
Eight - Have a good taste in many things and be an open-minded well rounded cultural person~
[Phew, almost didn't make it, I forgot today, thanks to my friend I remembered I had to blog lol.]
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Day Two - Ten Days Challenge
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
One - I'm heartless
Two - I'm a bad actor
Three - There's something wrong with me
Four - I'm disappointed with myself which often leads to disgust and hate towards myself
Five - I wish to improve but I often doubt my ablities to succeed or do anything right.
Six - There's a pain that is within me yet I don't know how to describe it or exactly what it is.
Seven - I want to know more about the heritage that runs through me.
Eight - I am my worst enemy
Nine - I'm a rockstar who doesn't control themselves yet in the end I just don't give a chuck.
[I realized, I can make nice things sound mean, and that's really effed up y'know.]
One - I'm heartless
Two - I'm a bad actor
Three - There's something wrong with me
Four - I'm disappointed with myself which often leads to disgust and hate towards myself
Five - I wish to improve but I often doubt my ablities to succeed or do anything right.
Six - There's a pain that is within me yet I don't know how to describe it or exactly what it is.
Seven - I want to know more about the heritage that runs through me.
Eight - I am my worst enemy
Nine - I'm a rockstar who doesn't control themselves yet in the end I just don't give a chuck.
[I realized, I can make nice things sound mean, and that's really effed up y'know.]
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Day One - Ten Days Challenge
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
One - I hate you, there are things about you which I just can't stand, they sicken me, just isn't right man.
Two - I'm honestly sorry, I don't care if you believe me or not, it doesn't matter.
Three - I don't want to ever see you again, I wipe you from my existence
Four - Thank you, you were the best and worst thing to happen to me.
Five - I'm not perfect and that what drives me insane. Trying to fit my own expectations
Six - I'm cruel, cold, heartless, ruthless, sick and just down right a snake. Crazy and bitchy are in my genes, but I don't want to be mizerable with only half of what I deserve. I want to change, I want help.
Seven - I guess it wasn't meant to be, glad it's over. Now I can chill n just do me.
Eight - Psh, Only messin with ya dumbazz, I lied to you, but I wanted to be entertained, didn't get it so I regret a bit.
Nine - Couldn't keep the promise I made to you. I blame myself but I can surely blame another. It takes more than one, yet still I could of said no and decided to still press on.
Ten - It burns, wish there was something to stop it y'know, I still feel that I'm not enough, I'm disappointed with myself. I want a high level yet, I'm so low. I'm feeling worthless.
[Wish I had a spell check or somethings, somethings are better left unsaid?]
One - I hate you, there are things about you which I just can't stand, they sicken me, just isn't right man.
Two - I'm honestly sorry, I don't care if you believe me or not, it doesn't matter.
Three - I don't want to ever see you again, I wipe you from my existence
Four - Thank you, you were the best and worst thing to happen to me.
Five - I'm not perfect and that what drives me insane. Trying to fit my own expectations
Six - I'm cruel, cold, heartless, ruthless, sick and just down right a snake. Crazy and bitchy are in my genes, but I don't want to be mizerable with only half of what I deserve. I want to change, I want help.
Seven - I guess it wasn't meant to be, glad it's over. Now I can chill n just do me.
Eight - Psh, Only messin with ya dumbazz, I lied to you, but I wanted to be entertained, didn't get it so I regret a bit.
Nine - Couldn't keep the promise I made to you. I blame myself but I can surely blame another. It takes more than one, yet still I could of said no and decided to still press on.
Ten - It burns, wish there was something to stop it y'know, I still feel that I'm not enough, I'm disappointed with myself. I want a high level yet, I'm so low. I'm feeling worthless.
[Wish I had a spell check or somethings, somethings are better left unsaid?]
Friday, May 20, 2011
I'm going to take the challenge
Starting tomorrow.
You know this might actually make me start posting more lol
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
You know this might actually make me start posting more lol
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
Life
Well my life has been quite crazy
Yep, in the heck, I don't even know when was the last time I posted here
(Pretty sure it was marchish or last year...)
I've been through a couple of boyfriends.
No nothing happened, I'm not that type of girl.
As usual talking doesn't work
I haven 't fallen in love
I realize what I had for goat was dirty and unhealthy
It wasn't love it wasn't even like
it was curiousity with a mixture of swirling dislike
I wanted to kick his ass
still wanna do it too.
Though I realized I made myself look like a fool
Desperate, stalkerish , perssisent and demanding
I can't change that about myself.
When I want something from someone
I want it now, not later
So I continue to press until I get it.
It was weird and all
Even when I didn't want to see him
I did.
In a few I'll call Ricardo :c
I miss him, would like to hang out, but there's no gurantee
We will ever see one another again.
Life goes on
People change
People move
My fear is always change.
I don't want to change too much
Yet I don't want to not change not enough.
Confusing right?
Signing off , Ren Dizzle
Yep, in the heck, I don't even know when was the last time I posted here
(Pretty sure it was marchish or last year...)
I've been through a couple of boyfriends.
No nothing happened, I'm not that type of girl.
As usual talking doesn't work
I haven 't fallen in love
I realize what I had for goat was dirty and unhealthy
It wasn't love it wasn't even like
it was curiousity with a mixture of swirling dislike
I wanted to kick his ass
still wanna do it too.
Though I realized I made myself look like a fool
Desperate, stalkerish , perssisent and demanding
I can't change that about myself.
When I want something from someone
I want it now, not later
So I continue to press until I get it.
It was weird and all
Even when I didn't want to see him
I did.
In a few I'll call Ricardo :c
I miss him, would like to hang out, but there's no gurantee
We will ever see one another again.
Life goes on
People change
People move
My fear is always change.
I don't want to change too much
Yet I don't want to not change not enough.
Confusing right?
Signing off , Ren Dizzle
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